Another journal

Ah, the last update of the year! I suppose I could make an accounting of what I’ve done over the year. I keep track, because I’d forget and then think I did nothing at all but read possibly too many books. This is a common brain thing, I think, as I see others putting together their art versus artist, or otherwise also looking back over the past 12 months.

(I have a very legit excuse for not posting this yesterday, btw. My laptop decided it did NOT like being charged and just… ran out of juice after I’d typed up the above then gone to have dinner. I had to stay off it while it got back up to speed.)

Anyway, here’s the bodycount of Shit Did, links go all over, will note where. Now, most of this happened in the front half of the year and you might have already seen it in my mid-year roundup, but odds are you also didn’t so! Please have fun counting how many things are for my favourite franchise. A lot of this is documented in blogposts because I started blogging weekly about halfway through the year! (in fact, you are at this moment reading it on the blog, which I’ve crossposted this Patreon/Comradery update to).

The real bulk of it is zines and bookbinding:

– Book gifts I made my family for the holidays (blogpost).
– More book gifts, for the same reason (blogpost).
– A very dorky fanbind of a Locked Tomb short story, that keeps getting hits on tumblr, where the nerds are (blogpost).
– Flash Fiction February 2025 collection, my standard yearly collection of the best ten flash fics from the monthly challenge. (Itchio)
– I laid out my newsletter (which is coming up on its third year?!) as zines, which are available as physical prints or a collection of digital files, and it was really fun. (Bigcartel shop, Itchio)
– I did a paperback fanbinding of a favourite unfinished fic–yes, it is a Fallout: New Vegas fic–which turned out very cool and also gave me a reason to source some classic mass market paperback-style paper. (blogpost)
– A zine of the campfire recipes from Fallout: New Vegas, because I needed a reference sheet so why not. It’s free, also. (Itchio)

Illustrative stuff:

– The finished Labours of the Month calendar was dropped on Itch and I 100% then forgot about it and did not promote it monthly like I should have. That’s a years worth of illustration lol, such is life! (Itchio)
– I did hourly comic day, which is always a fun time. (Tumblr post roundup)
– Made the final card in my nostalgia 3 card draw, which is stickers and really was an indulgent fun thing for me to do. (Bigcartel shop)
– Neil banging out the tunes, which y’all fucking loved, wow. (Bluesky)

Writing stuff:

– When I finish a Flash Fiction February zine, I then also release a handful of my top faves from the previous year’s collection onto my blog with illustrations. (Blog archive)
– For my best friend’s birthday I wrote a fic using his OC ghoul from Fallout: Jammin’ With Junker Val -02.02.75, 16:23, (Archive of Our Own)
– The Fourth Step, a short story from last year’s Ominous October. (blogpost)
– Any Small Town, a short story from last year’s Ominous October. (blogpost)
– Café By-The-Sea, a scary short story that I shopped around to a couple markets then decided to just share on The Blog. (blogpost)
– Continued sending out a monthly newsletter over at Any Tree, Flowering.
– Also nearly forgot: I serialised that old book of mine, The Audacity Gambit, and included extra short stories from the world of it. (blog)

Other stuff:

– Papier-mâché dice tower video, part of the cleanup of old projects thing. (YouTube)
– Unearthed a 1998 video I made of Julius Caesar, because it’s stupid and silly and fun to see old work. (YouTube)
– Otter Pop*Stars Neocities page, which was partly a thing to remember “oh I like coding a little.” (webpage)
– I made a real-life model of a 3D asset from Fallout: New Vegas: A Sierra Madre Casino snow globe, which btw part of it broke inside so now I get to decide if I drain and fix it. (blogpost)
– A monster brainstorming worksheets game, which I made to help me generate some creatures for a project. (blogpost)
– I made a linktree-type page, because I realised that I own my own website and could just *do* that instead of using somebody else’s kit and url. (webpage)
– Dyed yarn for the first time, and did also finish crocheting a sweater, though it needs more work before it’s done-done. (blogpost)

Plus all the stuff that feels incidental, like helping out at an art fair, sewing a pair of shorts, finishing mending my coat, figuring out a cool map-making hack (play a game of Carcassone), made nine different cool prints as part of a challenge with Chase, and whatever other little fun things one does to fill the days. I think? A pretty fruitful year and full of Stuff Did.

Also I managed at least four posts a month here, swapping from private to public updates in early July. I just! Don’t care any more. I like sharing information. There will always be things that I gotta keep behind a paywall like if I start serialising something new and there are early updates, or if I make a short story collection and there’s a free download. But I got nothing going on behind the scenes that is worth paying a dollar for. I just like making things I dunno. My best friend sent me the script for Ricki Hirsch’s latest video (because she knows if I am given a video link I will just never watch it), and then I read the originating blogpost, which has this line at the end that I like a lot:

You can control how you and your work are received just as well as you can control lighting but you can always control whether you’re going to try.

Like, the script has the same line worked more cleanly but for some reason the way it resonated more with me in this form. Anyway, I will keep making things and thank you for looking at them with your eyeballs, whoever does. I have some cool things to show your eyeballs this upcoming year.

There’s an episode I remember of something that can’t be Jim Henson’s The StoryTeller that’s a version of All-Fur mixed with True Bride, and mingled with some other things. The StoryTeller has an Allerleirauh episode called “Sapsorrow” that has a fabulous fur fit (and a deft rearrangement of reasons for Sapsorrow’s engagement to her father), but it’s missing a specific scene that has stuck in my memory for ages. The show also has its own separate True Bride episode, this one with a troll and a lion.

Here’s what I remember of the episode. Something something princess in a suit of furs, found in the forest by a prince out hunting. I think the prince is her lost love? She goes to work in the palace kitchens and there’s some like?? Giant keyboard with keys much like the Stargate chevrons that the princess uses to alter the soup she serves the prince with her ring in it to remind him of their love. That’s the thing I remember most, the viciously jubilant princess slamming her hands across the keys of the soup making thing as she defies the evil queen who has stolen her prince.

I have drawn the single scene I remember:

So, let us find this thing I remember, if we can.

I’ve tried looking for it before, but I had always assumed it was an episode of The Storyteller. Now though, I have the DVD set of the series and have watched it, plus it’s on Kanopy currently and has been playing in the background. The episode I’m remembering isn’t on it at all. I’d also thought it was a more true form of Allerleirauh (Aarne–Thompson type 510B, unnatural love), and not of True Bride (Aarne-Thompson types: 510, the persecuted heroine, and 884, the forsaken fiancée). First order of business then is figuring out which dang story it is the most based on.

I poked around variants of the AT types associated with True Bride and Katie Woodencloak/Kari Woodengown seems similar. Nicely, it’s related also to Allerleirauh. “Woodencloak” is a pretty solid little keyword so I tried:

-> TV adaptation katie woodencloak: no luck here, mostly just podcast episodes and TV Tropes.
-> TV episode woodencloak: going more specific, I know it was an episode of a larger show. Now here I encountered a show called “Jackanory” which sounded weirdly familiar. The problem is I’m a great reader of episode lists of random television series and went through a bit of reading descriptions of British children’s television series for a bit, so I was unsure why “Jackanory” was familiar.
-> Jackanory: lets see about the show, if that page looks familiar on Wikipedia? It doesn’t! And the show ran until 1996, so it’s very probable I caught some US-syndication of it or something. But looking at screencaps of clips from when the Woodencloak episode aired in 1969, the show was in black and white at the time, so that’s not the one, alas.

Sidetracked: Discovered epguides dot com a charmingly laid out and very intense database of episode lists for different shows. Here’s the page for Scavengers Reign, at this point in time this kind of page design is so refreshing, frankly.

Back to it. Results are getting scummy but let’s keep trying.

-> fairy tale soup woodencloak: this didn’t garner much but! Reminded me that what I watched could have been an adaptation of Donkeyskin (Aarne–Thompson type 510B, unnatural love). It wasn’t this 1970 French musical adaptation though
-> fairytale soup donkeyskin tv episode: not a lot out of this one, but oh wow, Archive.org has a bunch (all?) of Shelley Duvall’s Faerie Tale Theatre episodes.
-> donkeyskin tv episode live action: not a lot here, mostly that 1970s film, an entry on a lost episode creepypasta wiki (with Peter Potamus?!), but then found mention of a 1982 feature. That sadly was not it but it looks great tbh.

I was getting annoyed at how DuckDuckGo was failing at properly excluding terms (nothing truly accepts boolean search now), so I gave Marginalia a go.

Not necessarily the most productive search, as I’m starting to feel this episode remains only in my memory, but I did encounter Sur La Lune’s annotated page for Donkeyskin, which led me to Storybook International’s “Cap O’Rushes.” It, nor any of the other episodes, looked quite right so, alas!

At some point in all this I had encountered the BYU Fairy Tale TV database, because it looks like such a neat thing but the db itself seems like it isn’t working any more. So I sent an email to the project lead, because why not? Of course, so many of these types of projects disappear when the funding does so who knows if it is something that can be fixed–and if it is, if it will answer my question. [note, months later: I never heard back! alas.]

Something I hadn’t anticipated was how much the TV Show Once Upon A Time muddies the results. See also: the anime “Fairy Tail.”

Anyway, this has sat in my writing program forever. I really wanted an answer to finish it with but: I don’t think I’m ever finding this thing. I did, in my last desultory searching, learn another keyword: “thousandfurs,” which I learned thanks to a tumblr post with a Hunger Games AU concept. The keyword brought up nothing new in searches, booo.

One thing I did find during this searching is that there is a Reddit for finding things one can’t quite remember, so I made an account and put what I knew in an ask (and what I knew it wasn’t) up and maybe someday somebody will answer it, one can hope!

Anyway: THE END.

Also note: I didn’t list every search query variant I tried here, just the ones that brought up anything of note. Alas, alas, alas.

I don’t like emails in the natural, modern, traditional sense of having to answer them. But I do like emails in that I enjoy reading things and writing people and having stuff set aside on my phone (in the inbox) to read is handy when I need basically a reading snack. So, here are some cool newsletters I enjoy “cluttering” my inbox.

I do still follow (only via email, not on the app, yuck, lol) some Substack newsletters even though their practises suck (this is the same thing Patreon did for ages that they finally I think reversed, god) and they do things like cross-promoting full nazi garbage into random newsletters. I honestly never click through because I like the way stuff looks in my inbox and my email client is fine with long messages. Anyway!

From people: these are newsletters that often have some life wrapped in

The Hypothesis from Analee Newitz
Love their writing work so of course I love the newsletter! Often cool learning opportunities and neat link-outs.

Vanburen’s Fitness Tips from Ann Leckie
Another writer I adore with a nice monthly newsletter. I have found SO MANY good book recs from this one.

Ask A Sub (substack)
What it sounds like–sexy stuff and lifestyle stuff and kink and lots of big thoughts about relationships. Fun! 100% a perspective that is not mine (writer is a white lady of a higher income class than me) but that’s kind of fun because she is coming from a different place.

Of Stuff: these are newsletters that are neat collections of things

70’s Sci Fi Art
Truly one of my fave inbox treats, basically weekly. I’ve found good reading recs here too, and there are always cool links and thought branches around some very nice sci-fi illustrations.

Dearest
I think this newsletter is what got me into newsletters. Not any regular release but each one is JAM PACKED with links to more info and lots of nerdery cushioning pictures of pretty jewels, wild antiques and neat finds.

I have some other newsletters and serialised fiction over on my Links page, serialised fiction is a whole other thing and I’m still poking around to find more. I really like it but also I am very picky.

I should also be like, I have a newsletter that drops the first Monday of every month and it’s pretty cool actually.

Recently I asked on Twitter (with a typo, yay) if anyone knew any west coast-centric latinx authors of sci-fi or fantasy books I should check out.

This is maybe a dumb ask but I’d like to read some fantasy or sci-do by latinx folks from the west coast/with west coast perspective. Any y’all know some?

— B. Zedan (@BZedan) May 7, 2018

I’ve been holding off buying books and too stressed/busy to read lately but those are excuses and I miss reading and need to be reading contemporary stuff. I wanted some ebooks I can read on the trip to our new home in a new state.

There’s more and more easily findable out there by latinx authors with latinx characters.  This awesome list from Andrea Corbin has a whole mess of ’em. This is great! But it’s also completely east coast authors. I’m mad amped on books like the Brooklyn Brujas series and Shadowshaper, but the samples I read didn’t grab me as hard as when I read a little of Certain Dark Things by Silvia Moreno-Garcia (and not only because: vampires). She was born in Baja California and currently lives in Vancouver, Canada but is Mexican and writes about Mexico. It may not the West Coast, USA, but it’s a hell of a lot closer to me than Brooklyn.

As I explained to a white person who questioned how I said “latinx” after asking me how I pronounced latinx, there’s a big ol’ cultural and language gap between the coasts. First, folks and their families tend to be from totally different countries, and second, they’ve grown up in and reflect on totally different cultures. I mean, there is a lot of space between Brooklyn and Portland, let alone a Cuban family in New York and folks who came up to California through Mexico.

I’m not like, expecting to find something that perfectly resonates with my experience—I may be getting greedy for something more familiar, finally seeing more latinx faces in my media—but I know I’m never going to see something exactly like what I know as a non-binary mixed Salvadoran raised by a white mom in the rural PNW. I’m no white man who expects to see themself reflected in all mirrors. But I know folks who aren’t on or about the east coast also write books! And yay the Twitter hive mind did send some my way so here’s the list of what I’ve been recommended so far, of west coast latinx authors.

• Jaime Hernandez of Love and Rockets, etc. Absolutely something I should be reading anyway.
• Aaron Duran with La Brujeria and The Forgotten Tyrs, comics and middle-reader books, respectively.
• Ernest Hogan, with High Aztech and several more sci fi books, here he is on Amazon
• Latino/a Rising, an anthology with a bunch of folks from different places so I’m guessing some gotta be west coast-adjacent.
• Slivia Moreno-Garcia, who writes fantasy, vampires and magic,even if she feels she doesn’t qualify because to me she does, so there.

And you know what, fuck it:

• B. Zedan, The Audacity Gambit. Because I’m a latinx author, dammit. And that informs what I do.

THIS IS SO FEW, PLEASE TELL ME MORE. Specifically, I want things like sci fi and fantasy. Please give me genre. Romance novels, second world fantasy, uneasy ghosts in the corner of your eye, hard sci-fi, speculative fiction, high fantasy with high elf drama, post apocalyptic, whatever.

Shouldn’t have to note, but: please also do not give me white folks who write about not white folks unless it’s a real banger and they don’t seem like dicks.

Mirrored from B.Zedan.

I tend to feel like I don’t make enough or do enough creative work. Compared to the output I used to do, I don’t. I try to remind myself that it’s okay! I work a fulfilling, creative job and sleep more and am pretty much happy. But it bums me out, especially since so many folks I know are constantly pumping out notable, awesome work. So when I sat down with my Flickr archive for this year (because Flickr has been my memory bank for years now), I didn’t expect much. This was the year I stopped doing focus months, I mean, how much could I have done?

Turns out? A decent amount.

January
Focus month: Branding Ma-Mé. I built and did the branding work for a friend’s site. It was super fun and I got paid for it! I like making other people’s ideas because I just like making stuff more than thinking of what to make.

Non-focus things made:
• I painted a painting that I then slid behind a bookcase, because I couldn’t throw it away, but why keep it?
• A TARDIS piñata for a dear friend. This has been re-Pinned on Pinterest about a million times.

February
Focus month: Airbrush! I have an airbrush and love it, but spent this month really learning it.

Non-focus things made:
• Rebuilt arbour in yard.
• Murder-wall anniversary present for Chase.

March
Focus month: Mending & old work. Cleaned a bunch of stuff, got rid of a bunch of stuff, a really great feeling.

Non-focus things made:
• I did get a wig that is now my web avatar wig. God, I love this fake hair.
• Wrote a short-short.
• Finished serialising the first draft of The Audacity Gambit.

April
Focus month: Chase’s show production, in which I showed you nothing.

Non-focus things made:
• Nothin. But I did start using Instagram.

May
Focus month: Embroidery. Which was fun, but not a lot produced.

Non-focus things made:
• Taught myself eggshell veneer.

June
Focus Month: Another writing month. Editing The Audacity Gambit and working on the second book!

Non-focus things made:
• Made a sky bison costume for a cat.
• Shot a cover for TAG’s Draft 2 Lulu print.

July
Focus month: Animatic. Which got extended, due to summer fun.

Non-focus things made:
• Swatched my insane nail polish collection.
• Helped manage my workplace’s move to a new place.
• Made Chase a hell of a cake for his birthday.

August
Focus month: Animatic, still. Which didn’t end how I expected. I decided to stop doing focus months.

Non-focus things made:
• Research for a friend’s Halloween costume.
• Ridiculous Adventure Time/Breaking Bad drawing.
• Modified a department store ball-jointed doll into a dryad.

September
•We bought a car, wtf.
• Built rig for San’s cape from Princess Mononoke.
• Wrote lots of TAG book 2

October
• Got my first hand tattoos
• Made Princess Mononoke costume.

November
• Worked on a thing I hope to show you guys soon.
• Made a ridiculous cake

December
• Shot photos of cats in both old west and Avedon’s In the American West styles as presents.

So, a decent amount of things, I think? And through all of it, trying to keep my nails sick.

Not a bad 2012, let’s hope for more in 2013!

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.

Oh god, I failed this last last two month’s focus.  I did not make an animatic.  Oh, but that’s because I used the paintings I did to make this.

And I spent a bunch of time making this

And writing like 7,000 words of the sequel to The Audacity Gambit.

And researching how exactly San’s cape in Princess Mononoke works. Talking to Chase about his show, which is now next spring (a good thing!). Being excited with my favourite people about their new house and looking at fridges with them. Watching ALL the Adventure Time and drawing this.

I don’t know if the focus months are necessary any more. The reasons why I needed an outside force to make me stop feeling like I was neglecting things, or leaving things unfinished have eased up. The stress of the commute I used to have is in the past, my brain is sort of coming together, I dunno. but I want to make stuff unbound.

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.

Oof.

A combo of my work moving locations, a change in focus of Chase’s show (now in October!) and a sudden trip to the coast (doctor’s orders, because it’s been two years since we last went, and both Chase and I needed out of the city to refresh), and and and.

Point being, I’m behind in goals and dammit, it’s the summer. So I’m extending this focus a month. I have got a lot done, just not enough (so many thumbnails, if you’re following me on Instagram, you may have seen some). So, excuses but whatev. I’ll leave you with a finished frame from the new chapter written for draft two.

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.

For some gift holiday last year, Chase got me an airbrush.  It’s not just any airbrush, it’s an airbrush gun and air compressor specifically made for nail art and miniature work. It came with little stencils and fake nails, because some wonderful lady in southern middle America had made an investment and then decided against it.

I haven’t been very good with this gift, I use it sometimes, and got most of the awkwards out, but I don’t use it nearly enough—nor have I practised basic technique enough with it.  So this month I’m doing the exercises over at How to Airbrush and getting this tool to where most tools and skills I have are at: skilled-workable. Which just means that I can use it to do what I want, without thinking about it, but not feeling like I’m perfect at it.

Not that I can’t bully it into doing what I want as it is right now.  At the start of the month I went up to Seattle and had a semi-planned (as in, I brought all the things and we picked through what things we’d use) photoshoot with the amazing and wonderful Libby Bulloff.  I pushed my airbrush to the limit of the total area it can cover, which was good to learn—because now I need one that is made to cover large areas of skin, since I love the images Libby got.

(airbrushed through lace and tipped nails with white)

(acrylic housepaint up to wrists, airbrushed gradients from there)

Alas, not all life is glorious photoshoots with wonderful people, so when I got home, I started doing the airbrush lessons. The first was lines and dots. I’m at a disadvantage, because my kit is for miniature work and I’m still pushing it to work bigger.  But that’s why we do learning things.

Aaaaand gradients.  I can do gradients pretty well on dimensional stuff, but not on flat stuff. I think a big problem here is scale. I need to figure out the ideal scale for this particular airbrush.

Beyond doing these lessons I don’t have any particular goals set, but I love using this thing, so who knows what will come of it?

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.

Want some more noodling about the writing process of The Audacity Gambit? Like you have a choice. Let’s talk themes. I’ll outline them even.

Trailer parks

I grew up in a double-wide trailer on the outskirts of, what was at the time, a 13,000-ish population town. I lived between there and what could politely be called a township—there was a payphone box, even—of a couple hundred-ish. A good percentage of people I knew lived in trailer parks, which was rather different than the acre of land our mobile home was on. I was jealous of the kids who lived there, with their built-in neighbours and plenty of friends their own age.

There is something wonderful about the old mobile homes from the 1970-1980. The layouts of each are nearly identical, regardless of manufacturer, with only the slightest of add-on variations, depending on what the original owners sprung for (I’ve only known two people who bought brand-new mobile homes and one of them was a lotto winner). So somebody might have a fireplace, or a panelled “feature wall”, or a raised area in the living room to separate it more clearly from the kitchen—but the bedrooms were always at the same end, everybody had a sliding glass door and the bathroom was probably across from the dining room.

It was so noticeably different than actual houses. I mean, you often still pay DMV fees on your home, even if it is never going anywhere. There’s a culture there and though it wasn’t a huge part of the story I was dealing with, it informed the characters’ relationships quite a bit.

The teens of small towns

I’ve found a pervasive misconception about those shitty little towns that line highways, forcing you into one-way grids for a mile or two before spitting cars back out into runways through the fields and forests. You know these towns. They struggle to become a respectable bedroom community after the mill closes.

They’re not backwaters, devoid of culture. The people are not idiots. There’s just less people, so what idiots they have stand out more. Teens tend to suffer under similar pre-judgement—they are, for all their youth, actual people. They feel and think and reason, only with less years to pull their reasoning from. A lot of them still retain hope and impossible dreams, tatters that haven’t been beat out of them by life quite yet. They’re in the process of trying to learn the social dances that make society accept you as an adult who’s opinion is worthy of listening to and possibly respecting.

There’s not much to do as a teen in a small town. The people I grew up with would go on aimless drives, create intricate master plans that could never come to fruition and play videogames in a group—half the people watching the other half play. We were pretty good and boring kids. The other end of the spectrum is Over the Edge. You have to make your own fun and sometimes it isn’t very.

The chosen one trope

In the 80′s and 90′s I think there was a sort of barrage of this trope. I love it, and have looked at it before. What kid doesn’t hope that for realsies they’ll find the creepy shop with the magical whatsit, or meet the goblin king (and stay with him, because seriously), or whatever. Your trials would all have been preparation for your life as a hero. You were chosen.

I’m sure modern YA still carries the banner for this theme, it’s a great trope. But my interest was in a group’s attempt to manipulate it. Fairies like rules, it’s my favourite thing about them. And rules that exist because that’s how things have always been done and told are just as legit as any rule in the book.

From here on out, it might be kind of spoilery, not outright so much, but in feeling

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.

Folks, you’re gong to need to indulge me. Having finished the edits of The Audacity Gambit, I need to decompress and talk some process.

At the start of this year, when I started this focus thing, my focus was writing—specifically, getting some significant headway into a book. The longest finished piece I think I’ve ever written was a little over 4,000 words long and itself a product of that focus month. One of the standard definitions of a novel is 40,000 words—ten times that.

But I had an idea that I wanted to mangle out that long. Your regular idea, born of several obsessions and personal themes. It wasn’t like I hadn’t written things of total length. There was that weekly webcomic I had for what? Two and a half years? I could finish a story (let’s ignore Anise and Slow Build here), I wasn’t going to let word count stop me.

A dear friend of mine had recently finished her first book and another has been serialising theirs for a while, so there was encouragement that it could be done. I could so do this, however daunting. In the three-ish years since I finished that comic, my outlining process had changed significantly. Back then it was constantly evolving outlines, sub-outlines, plotted timelines and so forth, each more detailed down to the script. For this story I made the loosest outline possible. I barely knew how it’d end (and don’t worry, spoiler-fearers, what you see below is an old version, not the outline I ended up using for the end).

But I got a big chunk of it written in January, enough to put in the can and start updating once my lovely first reader had edited it. And once I had a title.

It was the title that really pushed back the first update. I hate naming things, because there is a stupid amount of weight involved in a name. Since I was focusing on tropes, I rabbit-holed TVTropes, looking for some one thing to click in my head. I couldn’t tell you how exactly I decided on “The Audacity Gambit”, but I do know that I love the idea of audaciousness. There’s a sense of foolhardiness to it when applied to bravery.

So, it was named and began updating and I started again that weird cycle I’d set aside years before—of building up and depleting an update queue, then building it back up—a flurry of behind the scenes attempts to not fail an invisible audience who in theory expected a regular schedule. I serialised it as I wrote because I’ve learned over the years that promising the internet regular updates is enough to shame me into keeping up a working pace. It also meant I’d get intermittent feedback from folks who have opinions I value. It’s encouraging for me to have that while I’m writing.

I wanted to finish the damn thing by the end of the year. And I handwrote the last line in early December (the majority of the first draft has been written by hand since the summer). Not too long later I typed up the last chapter and passed it on to my first reader. It’s all queued up and will run until March 11, 2012. Less than a year of weekly updates, but not a bad little run.

I look forward to not thinking about Audacity Gambit for a couple of months. Then I can read the thing from start to finish and run another series of edits. I don’t know what all I’m doing with it once it’s all done, but something written and edited in pieces like this needs another inspection as a whole.

Here’s where The Audacity gambit was written:

• On the MAX light rail, when I commuted from the suburbs into the city for work.
• During the second half of C.O.P.S. classes, since I didn’t always want to attend a critique class.
• In two coffee shops, Tiny’s SE and Press Club. I finished the thing at Press Club (and drafted this post there, even).
• During my smoke breaks at work.
• At the laundromat (which is where I am typing up this post). I actually don’t know what I’ll do while I wait for my laundry now.

This is probably boring, as most introspective looks at process are, but I’m still coming down. I wrote a book guys! At 38,000+ words it isn’t technically a novel, but who cares. I am warning you, expect a nerdy, meandering look at themes and junk that I had to look up in the future.

Anyway, why don’t you (if you haven’t yet) try reading The Audacity Gambit? It updates Sundays at 9pm and all the entries are linked to here.

Mirrored from Journal of a Something or Other.